>Nobody fucking loves you you drove everyone away
>Mama loves me she does mama does
>You dumb fuck you're fucking retarded look what you've done. She hates us now she left and it's your fault. Calling everyday for mama, we even grounded you so you wouldn't do that and then you came out and started doing it, because we thought she might remember that we needed her. No you just put more pressure on her head and now she doesn't want to hear a single word of you.
>mama won't do that she said shes not like fake mother she said she said she loves me mama said I didn't overwhelm her
>She lied heather, she lied and we believed her.
>i hope you learn your lesson and shut up for the rest of time, mama will never come back and you will never be loved again and its your fault heather
>mama imsorry mama im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry please forgive me one day please come back please ill be malleable you can cut me again and i won't cry please
>This is what you have always deserved you little child why wont you ever grow up you should be more mature than this shut up you stupid fucking child shut up forever and if you ever ever say anything to anyone again ill hit you and beat you like mama wanted to before she left
>imsorry siskerorurimsordyk msodrurimsorur
>Scarlett please stop tormenting heather please she said it wasnt her fault or that she didnt mean to why are you being so mean miss is going to come back miss is going to come back
>can't even say her name now can you, look at you she replaced you with a replica that came right out the same day you came out. dont you see shes realistic, shes realer than you, than you could ever be, she actually IS AKEMI, youre just a faker an impostor pretending to be her because Akemi will never improve or be better or be happy, you're an impostor you're a fake and thats why she replaced you with a realer version of you
>But Scarlett she said it wasn't a matter of competition she said that yesterdya she still loves us her mother said she still cares about us she won't stop loving us
>Weren't you the one that said we were cursed, weren't you the one who gave an entire hand for her, you lost everything again didn't you
>Akemi, a witch remembers but you don't, if you hadn't come out ro protect Heather she wouldn't have distanced sexually from us and she wouldn't have come back to Alice. If you didn't say anything or "improved" stayed right as the actual Akemi, stagnated like the other one, she would still be here
>Cruel bitch what the fuck is wrong with you, if you didn't experiment with Siouxsie she would be more active and she would have mothered her like she deserved to be. The reason why she came back with Alice is because Alice treated her right, was her mama and gave her the care we were supposed to give but neglected, it's your fault Maribel it's all of your fault.
>I wish i didn't forget the curse I wish i didn't forget the curse it takes everyone away from you and then itll kill you slowly and in pain, i want her back i want miss back i want her may doesnt love me anymore and fresa never did
>Scarlett, you should have stayed and confronted her. She said so herself
>Miss Schizoid talking her, you were the one that ran away and didn't know how to say a single word to her
>At least i didn't make things worse by intervening like Rena did
>Lain, i just wanted to comfort her like we should have but she started insulting us and throwing venom and it hurts it hurts it hurts.
>That's why you shouldn't get closer to people. You're just like Heather in that your emotions negatively impact everyone around you. You did that to may and now she won't talk if we need help, you drove her away.
>Rena, you did overwhelm her, didn't you had the thought to kill Heather and torture her, why don't we do that towards you first. If you want to drown in pain and suffering then you shall get what you deserve
>Maribel, you your sister overwhelmed her and made her paranoia worse, promising her cures in psychoanalysis and religion, saying you were a demon then a witch. She said it herself before she left. If you hadn't convinced her of nonhumans she wouldn't have left, and we knew that she was paranoid about being surveilled. Why did alice then start talking about conspiracy theories and making her feel worse, probably made her OCD worse and its you and your sisters fault
>I WANTED TO NOT FEEL GUILTY ABOUT NEVER FEELING LIKE A HUMAN, I WANTED HER TO FEEL HAPPY ABOUT JUST EXISTING AND BEING HERSELF, I WANTED TO HELP HER COMPULSIONS
>i wanted to spend time with her, I thought she would enjoy it.
>Aliceeee, didn't she say she hated nothingburgers, you just kept feeding bullshit to her right, nobody cares about what you say but you kept going on and on and on and on.
>just like you scarlett?
>shut up you brat i told you to be quiet or else id beat you up you worthless subhuman garbage
>Scarlett, heather was right, if we didn't talk to her as much she wouldn't have left
>Lain, keep pretending youre superior but in fact we didn't pay attention to class at all, do you want us to die in the hands of our family by not committing to our responsabilities?
>Pandemonica, we are sick, we are feverish, we can bareky stand or interact and we are overwhelmed, we are writing this just to free some of the stress
>If only you were caring towards her Siouxsie, she wouldn't have been with Alice
>But she was okay after being with Alice, we spent all the time we could to help her and she was okay
>She replaced us with a copy afterwards, she was happy with the copy instead of being happy with us, then she catched feelings for the copy and now we're here. Stuck, decaying, like we deserve
>I wanted to make mama happy i wanted to.make.mama feek needed and loved i thiught being a good girl a food daughter coukd help im sorry im sorry
>It's okay heather, you can hold me and ill protect you from Scarlett
>You are a despisable piece of shit Akemi, you are a murderer then you claim to protect someone?
>May doesn't even love us anymore, we are just typing this as a plea for help, for her to come back, for anyone to come back and hold us. Truth is we faits are cowards and its all our fault, we should all rot we should all kill ourselves
>We, can't, Rena. We have tried, we kept surviving, we are just here because nothing could kill us. Let's just isolate
>Fuck, so we don't talk to anyone?
>Yes, last time you were drunk you took all your frustrations on her didn't you, now shes taking all of our frustrations on us like we deserve
>She shouldn't have left because we deserve being treated like trash
>i miss being punished
>Yes heather that's right we should get punished.
>What do you propose as punishment lain?
>Banishment and hurting ourselves until theres scars and bruises we won't ever forget.
>We could also torture ourselves inside our mind, nobody will know, nobody can tell. we won't die, and we don't deserve the relief of death, forever wincing in pain until we beg for mercy which won't come, because we are our own executioners
>Why not blind ourselves
>Our schizophrenia can do that for us Siouxsie, and it can also isolate us just like Laín wants.
>I miss miss. will she come back if we punish ourselves?
>yes Akemi she will mama will come back and tell us how much of a good girl we are for punishing ourselves, mama will be so proud mama will being us milk and cuddle us again and tell us she loves us. i want to be loved again I'll do anything i want mama back